the earth looks better from the star that's right above from where you are.

hey, hey, is it cool if i complain here? guys? seriously, do you mind if i complain some more?

2009-10-23T20:09:00.000-06:00

because i'm going to.

I hate being sick. The end.

School is pretty good, but . . .

2009-10-12T17:43:00.003-06:00

. . . damn I miss Prague.

sigh

2009-09-21T20:24:00.000-06:00

Just because I want to study it doesn't necessarily mean it exists.

YES.

2009-09-20T21:13:00.002-06:00

Paper moustaches, hiking in the middle of nowhere, homemade cactus fries, and cuddling forever? Totally worth the ridiculous drive to Wyoming and back.

Observation:

2009-09-17T22:22:00.000-06:00

I'm not sure that I like blogging anymore. If nothing else, I've certainly lost interest/motivation. I wonder why?

In the most recent music news:

2009-08-24T13:11:00.001-06:00

Three of my favorite bands play in Prague the month after I leave. BOOOO!!

I'm home

2009-07-31T15:34:00.000-06:00

and it's weird.

Prague Blague

2009-05-24T18:24:00.003-06:00

KC and I have created a travel blog for our upcoming adventures in Prague and beyond!

Czech it out!

adult life?

2009-05-02T21:13:00.002-06:00

It's unbelievably strange that my high school friends are getting married, going on honeymoons, trying their hardest to look like adults, when all I want to do is run around in the sun and maybe write stories. I don't think that "adult life" has to be as dull as everyone makes it out to be...

10 mundane and wonderful things

2009-04-28T08:42:00.004-06:00

pens with smooth ink and creamy paper.
picking up earthworms in the rain.
cleaning the dryer's lint trap.
brushing my teeth with someone i adore.
early morning phone calls.
peanut butter straight from the jar.
getting letters in the mail.
fingertips covered in newspaper ink.
wandering through the library's book stacks. looking at bindings.
pull-through parking spots - no need to use reverse when you leave.

Diminishing Return.

2009-04-15T18:38:00.001-06:00

screenprinting = fun.

screenprinting for 4 hours straight = significantly less fun.

2009-04-05T20:09:00.002-06:00

today is strange and wonderful.

2009-03-24T21:33:00.003-06:00

Don't really know what to say, but I feel like I'm beginning to do the right things.

A A A A

2009-03-23T10:51:00.000-06:00

Grades have finally been posted. What a relief!

the fakest grilled cheese ever:

2009-03-11T13:50:00.001-06:00

gluten-free bread and almond "cheese," microwaved to bizarre and lazy perfection.

words, words, words.

2009-03-10T19:42:00.000-06:00

I feel a bit better now.

Instant Mood-Boost:

2009-03-08T17:49:00.005-06:00

Step 1: Remove pants.

Step 2: Turn on Falco's "Rock Me Amadeus." Increase volume as necessary.

Step 3: Dance like mad!

Step 4: Repeat steps 1-3 until mood has improved.

dear internet citizen

2009-03-03T19:45:00.002-07:00

Recently, my brain feels especially dead and droopy from the interwebs. I should take this as a sign! I henceforth declare:

it's time for more of these things!

self-/meta-reflection
books
creation and genesis of things in my brain and the real physical world
being outside
writingwritingwriting
generally feeling good about how I'm spending my days. I have far too few of them left, so why continue wasting time?

explore NOW?

2009-02-19T09:33:00.000-07:00

I am absolutely dying for a beautiful, exhilarating adventure.

Dear Blog,

2009-02-17T22:09:00.003-07:00

Why does Twitter exist? I don't understand it at all!

dreamy dreamy love songs. this.

2009-02-16T20:49:00.003-07:00

We woke up early in the morning and shared a pomegranate in my bed (my sheets are still stained pink from its juice). We explore every bit of forgotten city and walk across the industrial night sky silently singing love and freedom. This is impossibly wonderful and sometimes I feel like an enormous Icelandic volcano, all beautiful and loud and unexpected. He says I sound like the ocean on the telephone, like the tide is just coming in, and when we kiss I think it might save the world. I can feel it in my chest, and it is something luminous.

I am in hopeless, dreamy, summertime-forever love, and it is the best thing ever.

food poisoning on valentine's day? SUCK!

2009-02-15T18:31:00.001-07:00

Actually, food poisoning sucks all of the time. But being with you made it 100000x less awful.

add this to the list:

2009-02-12T22:26:00.002-07:00

I absolutely adore nerding out with professors over obscure historical movements and daydreaming about the endless possibilities for my Honors Thesis. *swoon.*

a list of things i like today!

2009-02-12T09:38:00.004-07:00

waking up before my alarm clock; dreaming of frenzied, beautiful things; learning about my grandparents in American Jewish History and then discussing it with them on the telephone; eating good things for breakfast; wearing my mother's watch; photos taken on film rather than digitally; really really good short stories; clean sheets; nice banks that waive the first overdraft fee; making pretty things; falling asleep to a snowstorm; anticipation; cozy borrowed sweaters; taking ordinary paper and using tea to make it pretty; scraps of fabric; deciding what to learn next term; having really nice friends; feeling inspired; remembering gratitude...

"...and it's not some girl i've been kissing on, it's this life i've been blissing on." - andrea gibson

current balance: $2.31

2009-02-11T10:39:00.003-07:00

I think my ridiculous broke-ness calls for a new goal: work more, spend no monies (no Modest Mouse concert! sadsadsad), sell old things to Buffalo Exchange, and be generally more responsible about things. Also, get more scholarships.

ITC, Day Whatever

2009-02-05T16:44:00.002-07:00

I'm considering reading at open mic on sunday... that means I have to practice like mad!

more DFW.

2009-02-04T10:13:00.004-07:00

"The truth is you already know what it's like. You already know the difference between the size and speed of everything that flashes through you and the tiny inadequate bit of it all you can ever let anyone know. As though inside you is this enormous room full of what seems like everything in the whole universe at one time or another and yet the only parts that get out have to somehow squeeze out through one of those tiny keyholes you see under the knob in older doors. As if we are all trying to see each other through these tiny keyholes."

-David Foster Wallace, "Good Old Neon"

better late than not at all (or such is the aphorism)

2009-02-02T18:22:00.003-07:00

goal: something writing-related (that is my secret dream, after all!). perhaps a serious attempt at a short story? daily writing exercises? i'm baffled! more to come soon...

we can't let secret dreams be secrets forever.

2009-02-02T18:04:00.002-07:00

perfectionism is kind of crippling. would i be more self-actualized if i didn't invest so much in the whole thing?

secret dreams, you will either grow or disappear - middle ground does not exist. go, go, GO!

O! Winter Quarter Slump,

2009-02-01T13:04:00.000-07:00

Why must you haunt me so?!

Incarnations of Burned Childrenby David Foster Wallace.

2009-01-31T19:28:00.002-07:00

READ.

I am my body.

2009-01-27T17:49:00.003-07:00

I've been walking with a cane because my leg hurts quite badly, and I feel absolutely ridiculous. If this is any indication, getting old must be incredibly demeaning.

tradeoff

2009-01-26T14:42:00.004-07:00

1) transcendently amazing powder day.

2) rather painful injury resulting from said powder day (read: sprained right knee, sprained right ankle, tweaked right hip).

3) Worth it? Hellz yes.

sometimes i love everything.

2009-01-23T14:45:00.001-07:00

it's true.

It may seem a tad pessimistic, but I am super infatuated with this:

2009-01-22T15:44:00.001-07:00

Mr. President: I look forward to being disappointed in new ways.

Dear Cinnamon Ginger Tea,

2009-01-21T22:19:00.002-07:00

I love you.

I love you even if you may indeed be slightly toxic due to the low quality of my Safeway-brand cinnamon supplies.

soaked garments and the weekdays' attempts at attrition

2009-01-21T19:19:00.002-07:00

Clean clothes are not particularly important to me - I don't mind terribly if pants are stretched from a few days' wear or if a shirt is a bit faded. Yet doing laundry on weeknights is indescribably lovely, as though the real concrete world is doing its best to distract me from cloudy academia for a few moments so it can secretly surround me in warm sheets and new socks. Such things can be wonderful.

incompetent dentists make me distressed.

2009-01-13T22:46:00.001-07:00

Seriously. My teeth should never ever ever look worse after getting minor dental work. Also, the permanence of the whole thing is terrifying.

time for you and time for me,time to grow a beard and stop bathing

2009-01-07T13:59:00.002-07:00

It seems I've inadvertently become something of a hermit. Not an exciting and mysterious recluse, just a boring kid who spends too much time in her room. I suppose having a single room and no common area makes this sort of thing far too easy for we of lazy dispositions.

And I hope these words will guide me through 2009.

2009-01-05T17:27:00.005-07:00

Resistance is fertile.

I must not perpetuate or encourage systems I find degrading, oppressive, or otherwise disagreeable on any scale.

Celebration is the movement. Fear will be defeated by love.

Because love is the revolution.

Love is the future.

Well that smells weird.

2008-12-30T23:43:00.001-07:00

After a week visiting relatives in Florida, my immediate family and I returned home to find our house obscenely flooded (complete with fallen-in ceilings!). I don't think we'll be returning home for quite a while...

Can anyone here tell the difference?

2008-12-22T21:33:00.000-07:00

Nostalgia and appreciation of beauty feel strikingly similar.

Dear tofu,

2008-12-10T18:25:00.001-07:00

You are versatile and delicious.

I love you.

Career Paths, Option C:

2008-12-07T23:49:00.002-07:00

I just want to make pretty pretty words forever. But it's absolutely terrifying.

Cozycozycozy!

2008-12-04T13:28:00.001-07:00

I'm finally done with any and all school-related work (at least for now). Time go to curl up with hot tea and some Steinbeck...

unnecessary objects.

2008-12-02T19:20:00.000-07:00

My room is absolutely overflowing with things I don't need. How did I accumulate so much crap?

I'll need a grant just to develop the film I've exposed.

2008-12-01T22:11:00.001-07:00

I'm sick of digital photography. Why is film development so insanely expensive?!

DONE!

2008-11-24T12:20:00.001-07:00

Finally. Seriously, last week just refused to end.

Alas! I am the spawn of tv-watchers.

2008-11-21T16:56:00.002-07:00

While school, I never fail to forget that the TV at my house is on all the fucking time. It's absolutely absurd here.

yeah right macs don't need virus protection.

2008-11-19T23:59:00.001-07:00

fuck you, steve jobs! I'm blaming this mini-crash on YOU!

seen how things are hard...

2008-11-19T20:56:00.003-07:00

Conundrum: I absolutely adore Mr. Elliot Smith, but listening to his music usually ends up making me kind if sad. This is a problem, because his songs are so pretty that sometimes I want to listen to them all day. What to do?

Sounds like a real life-problem, doesn't it?

So, I still hate this week.

2008-11-19T17:32:00.002-07:00

Yes, my 8-page British history paper is done, but I still have to write a 15-pager on Freud and Marx AND move out by friday. And I'm still sick. Whoopee.

new old friends take time.

2008-11-16T18:16:00.003-07:00

As much as I adore my new (and soon-to-be-old) friends, I am forever thankful for my glorious old old friends. You're irreplaceable. ♥

Time is our greatest enemy.

2008-11-15T23:27:00.002-07:00

Party last night, protest all day today, (possible) impending rhinovirus, and I still have to study endlessly before Monday.

O, Time! Why are you not limitless like love?

Sex-positive? Yes please!

2008-11-11T21:51:00.002-07:00

I <3 Hysteria. Who knew a sex shop party could be so terrifically fun?!

Everything all at once!!

2008-11-10T21:51:00.002-07:00

All of the world is terribly exciting and gorgeously overwhelming. I fear I will never have time to do all within such a finite life.

And another thing:

2008-11-05T13:53:00.001-07:00

Has everyone forgotten that Bush promised "hope" and "change," too?

Do these words have any meaning?

America is not out of the woods just yet, everyone. Don't jump the gun.

2008-11-05T09:28:00.002-07:00

Prop 8 passed. Homophobia still reigns in America - just because we have a new black president doesn't mean that everyone has the same civil rights now.

Dear California,

2008-11-04T09:20:00.002-07:00

I'm really quite afraid that Proposition 8 will pass, and as a Colorado voter I can't do much to stop it. Please don't ruing things for everyone, California.

Holding my breath,

Lauren

I'm sick of biting my tongue.

2008-10-28T16:00:00.001-06:00

Why can't this god-forsaken election just be over already?! Oh, the failures of representative democracy...

kid-tested, mother-approved.

2008-10-27T22:47:00.002-06:00

This week I will be contending with: a horrific science paper due wednesday, the prospect of scary finals in two to three weeks, DU club-licensing and related red tape, a very empty bank account and a scrape on my elbow, and still I can say with certainty that, right now, I am a happy person. It will most certainly seem a bit cliche, but at this very moment everything here feels right.

More to come soon...

ohmygod fractals.

2008-10-15T22:18:00.001-06:00

you are so awesome, yet so terrifying.

Problem:

2008-10-14T16:19:00.000-06:00

While I am still fuming about suppression of free speech at the National Party Conventions last month, I seem hopelessly unable to channel this frustration into any sort of coherent thought. And my article is due to the [dis]claimer by Friday.

Help!

Dear Commerce City,

2008-10-14T11:15:00.000-06:00

You smell bad, but I love you anyway.

19th Century Thinker Karl Marx Dead for 125 Years, Eight Months

2008-10-08T22:50:00.001-06:00

Writing obituaries leaves one with a bizarre feeling of weight and bitter nostalgia, even when the subject has been deceased for over a century. A strange sensation indeed. . .

here I am,

2008-10-07T20:35:00.003-06:00

rock you like a hurricane.

rock you like a gentle breeze.

rock you like I'm gonna sneeze.

rock you like I broke my knee.

rock you like I got stung by a bee.

rock you like I'm planting a tree.

rock you like the heebie-jeebies.

rock you like a bail of hay.

rock you like some novocain.

rock you like a candy cane.

rock you like a tropical storm.

Bah! Studying can wait.

2008-10-06T15:33:00.001-06:00

Today I only want to sit on my bed drinking tea and mending clothes while music plays in my room. Unfortunately, I have midterms in two days and this lovely activity must be postponed indefinitely.

L'Shana Tova

2008-09-30T13:20:00.003-06:00

Cutting out of work an hour early was the most I've been willing to let myself do in observance of Rosh Hoshana, the most sacred of holidays. I may have convinced myself that religion should not interfere with my "real life," but I may have things reversed and real life might be more heart and less brain. Do the holy bones of my ancestors approve?

the most beautiful place in the world exists everywhere all at once (and right here especially).

2008-09-28T14:13:00.001-06:00

I am so lucky.

killing me softly

2008-09-23T21:03:00.003-06:00

(K. Marx + historical materialism / wage labor and capital) + paper due SOON - (my ability to focus on anything)^2 = death.

It's always impossible for me to remember

2008-09-22T00:09:00.000-06:00

just how much I love the poetry slam.

Everything is beautiful.

2008-09-21T10:58:00.002-06:00

What I love today:

Making new friends.
Everyone involved with Denver Food Not Bombs and/or the Pitchfork Collective.
I am related to the best people ever!
Drawing pretty pictures in the park.
The sun breaks open my window every single morning and tells me, "Hello! The day is beginning RIGHT NOW."
Revolutionaries who defy gender binaries.
I am a History Major now! And I am learning new things all of the time, both in school and otherwise.
gorgeous french movies + glorious friends = <3
An extra-special boy is coming to Denver in five days!!

Apparently, it's impossible for me to study outside without getting excessively itchy.

2008-09-17T15:22:00.001-06:00

I hate everything.

I'm starting to figure out what I actually think about things.

2008-09-16T20:21:00.002-06:00

It's exciting. Maybe getting older isn't so bad after all?

21 days left to decide...

2008-09-15T19:11:00.006-06:00

What if I just want to vote for the "head-in-the-clouds" idealism we so desperately need? Which name do I check for decentralization and localized love-based decision making? Which amendment will protect you from your "leaders"? Who do I vote for if I'm trying to break free from the system? Will any vote finally allow you to live for yourself? But mustn't that start from the bottom-up?

The thing of it is, I'm absolutely fucking sick of this status quo. Something has to give.

My favorite author has hanged himself.

2008-09-14T19:20:00.002-06:00

"Please don't tell anybody, but [____ ______] desires, some distant hard-earned day, to write something that stabs you in the heart. That pierces you, makes you think you're going to die." - D.F.W.

Thank you, Mr. Wallace.

Should I choose to do this, it will mean admitting that I made the wrong decision last spring.

2008-09-12T17:01:00.003-06:00

I hope that I'm not making the same mistake again this time.

How does one come to know what they want out of life? All of my desires are abstractions of fulfillment and joy, but the concrete path to reaching said desires remains infuriatingly elusive.

Maybe I'm history.*

*pun.

History > Political Science ??

2008-09-11T23:48:00.001-06:00

I have much to ponder.

New knowledge!

2008-09-11T17:30:00.001-06:00

What I learned today:

A neat course title is not necessarily an indication that the course itself will be neat.

Eighteen more days? Seriously?!

2008-09-08T22:11:00.001-06:00

This "different states" business sucks. Quit going to a different school!

aaaannnndd bibliophilia makes my suitcases heavier once again

2008-09-03T13:23:00.003-06:00

"Packing" should not center around piling books into a suitcase, right? Oh how I love my books...

aw, damn.

2008-09-03T11:11:00.000-06:00

I frickin' hate packing.

My camera is a piece.

2008-09-01T22:40:00.001-06:00

It is wholly unable to capture the beautiful world or even a fraction of its splendor.

before they turn the summer into dust

2008-09-01T13:21:00.002-06:00

We finally found the secret to summer and it is beautiful, but now I'm boxing up my room once again and time refuses to stop the frenzied procession any longer. Pity.

p.s.

2008-08-26T21:31:00.002-06:00

I am thoroughly disgusted with representative "democracy."

The world is far too beautiful to be wasted on this bullshit. And our lives are far too glorious to be spent hiding behind the hierarchies of figureheads and rhetoricians. Take back what is yours.

an antidote to the obscenity:

2008-08-25T10:09:00.004-06:00

For more realistic coverage of the Denver spectacle, please visit: Colorado IndyMedia.

Also, please do not be swayed by the glossy rhetoric of corporate "democracy." It's time to move beyond the system which cares nothing for you, time to take to the streets and flood them with love before we are all swallowed by untruths. Thank you.

today's (yesterday's?) discovery:

2008-08-21T02:50:00.001-06:00

I am a heinously terrible climber. Really, really atrocious.

post # 1,025 - Kayla convinced me to do this

2008-08-16T14:19:00.002-06:00

Top 5 strengths*:

1. Appreciation of beauty and excellence

2. Love of learning

3. Curiosity and interest in the world

4. Judgement, critical thinking and open-mindedness

5. Creativity, ingenuity and originality

Top 5 weaknesses:

1. Spirituality, sense of purpose and faith

2. Forgiveness and mercy

3. Social intelligence

4. Caution, prudence and discretion

5. Modesty and humility

. . . Thoughts?

*Because apparently I can't figure it out for myself. It's interesting to hear another opinion, regardless.

Dr. Roscoe Hill is a genius

2008-08-03T10:53:00.001-06:00

and Hannah Montana really is the devil.

An open letter to my car:

2008-08-02T15:26:00.002-06:00

Dear Audrey,

It is with regret that I must inform you that your performance as a mode of transport has been less-than-satisfactory as of late. While I understand that you do need the occasional oil change or headlight replacement, I feel you have taken advantage of our local automobile repair shop and are now simply creating excuses to visit. Perhaps you have developed a crush on one of the mechanics? But with all speculation regarding your sexual attractions aside, it is nonetheless imperative that you and I review your recent performance so we may perhaps remedy this problem. I have compiled a list of your recent failures, replicated below:

week of 19 May, 2008: Hit-and-run while parked in DU's General Parking Lot.
week of 23 June, 2008: frightening grinding-noise and subsequent timing-belt replacement.
9 July, 2008: Left headlight failure.
16 July, 2008: Left taillight failure.
week of 28 July, 2008: Hit-and-run damage repaired.
31 July, 2008: Right taillight failure.
1 August, 2008: Oil pressure failure, resulting in a ruined afternoon spent waiting for a tow-truck in 110-degree heat.

These are only your major infractions, Audrey, and yesterday's failure was simply unconscionable. I understand that you driven over 160,000 miles during your life, but that is no excuse for such inconsiderate behavior. When you return from the auto-body shop next week, you and I must have a serious discussion about our future together.

Regards,

Lauren

In other news:

2008-07-21T21:18:00.001-06:00

I am quite infatuated with a certain boy, have a newfound respect (disgust?) for American history, and plan to marry a very fat bumblebee.

the most loving advertising

2008-07-14T13:23:00.001-06:00

Facebook must think I'm incredibly fat, poor and stupid. How sweet of them.

ghost towns and new/old friends are the best

2008-07-08T10:30:00.001-06:00

I feel it's fairly safe to say that this is the best summer on record.

lessons from 1952:

2008-06-30T15:35:00.002-06:00

"When the new freshmen register in the fall, they are presented with a small booklet that gives them all the inside 'dope' about the University of Denver."

Nine things I like today!

2008-06-26T18:19:00.003-06:00

Noise Floor: I forgot how much I loved this album until about two minutes ago. And I love it ever so dearly.
Libraries (both public and private): I love working at one, I love checking out books/cds/etc. from Jeffco, and I love gazing at my own budding bookshelf-library and blossoming bibliophilia.
Adventures: I can't discuss it in detail.
Frenzied brainstorming sessions and overwhelming inspiration: So I'm collaborating on a short film and it's going to be amazing.
The Mercury Cafe: Enough said.
Seemingly-radical political organizations: I've recently awakened my inner-activist, and it feels soo good.
Public transit: A billion times better than driving.
Devouring books: I haven't been reading quite as voraciously as usual recently, but today I found a perfect pick-me-up book (The Abortion by R. Brautigan = glorious). And now I'm nearly done with it.
Looming historical consciousness: It's good to be reminded of one's place in time.

sixty-year-old yearbooks = the best

2008-06-26T10:36:00.002-06:00

"As well as having members in ODK and on Inter-School Council, the Acacias really 'whoop-em-up' socially too. Quarterly dances with very different themes predominate."

The end of an era?

2008-06-25T18:48:00.002-06:00

I will not be attending the Warped Tour this year for a multitude of what I consider highly legitimate reasons, however it still makes me feel a bit old and boring and maybe like I'm suddenly not the same person I've been for the past three, four, five years. Growing up is a strange and bizarre process, it would seem.

Dear PrideFest, poetry slams and other words that begin with the letter P,

2008-06-23T00:45:00.002-06:00

I adore you ever so much. And now I feel inspired AND empowered (the best combination of all time). So thanks.

New extra-short Short!

2008-06-20T22:54:00.000-06:00

Ch-ch-check it out.

p.s.

2008-06-20T22:50:00.000-06:00

I didn't mean to ditch you like that. Sorry.

the earth looks better from the star that's right above from where you are.

hey, hey, is it cool if i complain here? guys? seriously, do you mind if i complain some more?

School is pretty good, but . . .

*sigh*

YES.

Observation:

In the most recent music news:

I'm home

Prague Blague

adult life?

10 mundane and wonderful things

Diminishing Return.

today is strange and wonderful.

A A A A

the fakest grilled cheese ever:

words, words, words.

Instant Mood-Boost:

dear internet citizen

explore NOW?

Dear Blog,

dreamy dreamy love songs. this.

food poisoning on valentine's day? SUCK!

add this to the list:

a list of things i like today!

current balance: $2.31

ITC, Day Whatever

more DFW.

better late than not at all (or such is the aphorism)

we can't let secret dreams be secrets forever.

O! Winter Quarter Slump,

Incarnations of Burned Childrenby David Foster Wallace.

I am my body.

tradeoff

sometimes i love everything.

It may seem a tad pessimistic, but I am super infatuated with this:

Dear Cinnamon Ginger Tea,

soaked garments and the weekdays' attempts at attrition

incompetent dentists make me distressed.

time for you and time for me,time to grow a beard and stop bathing

And I hope these words will guide me through 2009.

Well that smells weird.

Can anyone here tell the difference?

Dear tofu,

Career Paths, Option C:

Cozycozycozy!

unnecessary objects.

I'll need a grant just to develop the film I've exposed.

DONE!

Alas! I am the spawn of tv-watchers.

yeah right macs don't need virus protection.

seen how things are hard...

So, I still hate this week.

new old friends take time.

Time is our greatest enemy.

Sex-positive? Yes please!

Everything all at once!!

And another thing:

America is not out of the woods just yet, everyone. Don't jump the gun.

Dear California,

I'm sick of biting my tongue.

kid-tested, mother-approved.

ohmygod fractals.

Problem:

Dear Commerce City,

19th Century Thinker Karl Marx Dead for 125 Years, Eight Months

here I am,

Bah! Studying can wait.

L'Shana Tova

the most beautiful place in the world exists everywhere all at once (and right here especially).

killing me softly

It's always impossible for me to remember

Everything is beautiful.

Apparently, it's impossible for me to study outside without getting excessively itchy.

I'm starting to figure out what I actually think about things.

21 days left to decide...

My favorite author has hanged himself.

Should I choose to do this, it will mean admitting that I made the wrong decision last spring.

History > Political Science ??

New knowledge!

Eighteen more days? Seriously?!

sigh